All Clear!

So I got the all clear 12/30/09 - just in time to kick this year to the curb and start fresh. I wish Chris had some sense of what that means, or what this year has done to me, but I don't think he gets it - he is too busy trying to keep his business alive, and that is not meant as a slight. He is working like a dog to keep Key Auto alive and well - it just keeps him a bit clueless to my life. I wonder if he would be surprised how so many people reacted for me when I posted my results on Facebook, or if he would know what that means to me. Part of the journey - all I know to do is to keep getting myself back to where I want, which is not even the same person I was before cancer. I want to be better, healthier, wiser, kinder, stronger...I want to make the battle sof the last year worth it for me and my kids. I want them to know life is worth fighting for and people are important. All kids of people; those who you knew were close, and especially those who suprised you along the way. Bring on 2010 - the year AFTER cancer.