Divorce

One day in 2008 I had to look my son in the face and tell him I had cancer. Today I had to tell him Chris and I were getting divorced. I'm tired of Casey having to grow up strong like this, and have to deal with this crap. Chris betrayed me, betrayed us a long time ago. Problem is I only caught him this week. Something told me to check his phone...and there was the text, making it clear Chris had been cheating. And when I confronted him, he made it clear it has been going on a long time and he was done being married. Tonight as he told Casey he wasn't staying the night anymore it became real, for Casey, and for Chris. The Stella in me just wants him out...gone...I'm a far better mother than he is a father, don't come around being fun daddy only for me to clean up the mess when you are gone. I know our sex life was pathetic, what Chris didn't seem to get was that he became so goddamned unlikeable, and made a life that we can't possibly fit into. I want his crap out of my home. I want peace. I want a full nights sleep. I want to not be jealous when I look at other couples. I want a life of my own. Guess I'm gonna get that part.